Thursday, June 4, 2009

_Ên bm{XsNbvXpsIm­ncns kpcX XNn´bn ebn¨ncp¶p. kabw kmbw kÔytbmSSp¯ncp¶p. Xmgv hmc§fn \n¶pw IpfnÀ¡mäv AhfpsS ASnhkv{X¯n Hcp XcwKap­m¡n. Fs´¶nÃm¯ Hcp Imaw AhfnepWÀ¯n.]pd¯v kv{Soäv sseänsâ shfn¨¯n BfpIÄ Häbmbpw Iq«ambpw \S¶p \o§p¶p. . BÂac¯nsâ adhn IanXm¡Ä BcpsSbpw ieyanÃmsX Npw_n¡p¶p.

_Êv kmam\yw \à thK¯n X¶w k©cn¨p sIm­ncn¡p¶p. ap³]nse ,koän Hcp sN¡³ Häbv¡ncp¶v skIvkv amKkn³ hmbn¡p¶p. AXnse ]qÀW\ábmb bqtdm]y³ kv{XobpsS Xnf§p¶ apeIfpw _n¡n\n sIm­v ]IpXn am{Xw ad¨ tbm\nbpw ImWmw. Hm^v kokWmbXn\m bm{X¡mcpsS F®w hfsc¡pdhmWv ImamÀ¯n]q­ Ahsâ I®pIÄ _n¡n\n¡pÅn Bgv¶ncn¡bmWv. B sN¡s\ Fsâ koänte¡p £Wn¨m Cu bm{Xbnse hnckX amämambncp¶p. A\nX Xsâ BZyIme ssewKnIm\p`h§fnte¡qfnbn«p. AtXmÀ¡pt¼mÄ Fs´¶nÃm¯ ssewKnImthiap­mbn. tN¨nbpsS s_Uvdqan Hcn¡Â Hfnªp t\m¡nbt¸mÄ ]qÀW \á\mbn tN¨nbpsS `À¯mhv lcntb«³ tN¨nbpambn ImaeoebnteÀs¸Sp¶p. tN¨nbpsS Np­pIÄ AaÀ¯n \pWbp¶p. apeIÄ CcpssIIÄtIm­pw Ii¡p¶p. apesR«pIÄ hen¨p\pWbp¶p. tN¨n Imamkànbm sRcn]ncnsImÅp¶p. lcnbpsS ssIIÄ AhfpsS jÍn¡pÅnte¡p \o§n. jUvUn hen¨qcn. AhfpsS XpSIÄ¡nSbnse Idp¯ tcma§fn Ah³ apJaaÀ¯n. IµpIÄ \m¡psIm­v C¡nfns¸Sp¯n. AhÄ D¨¯n io¡mci_vZapbÀ¯n, Fsâ lrZbanSn¸v A\nb{´nXambn I®pIÄ CdpIn, ASnkv{Xw \\ªp. lcn sasà DbÀ¶t¸mÄ Ahsâ {Xkn¨p \nev¡p¶ Ip® I­t¸mÄ F¶n Imaw I¯n¡bdn. B Nph¶pXpSp¯ Ip® tN¨n Ibdn¸nSn¨v CcpIc§Ä¡pÅnem¡n sasà XgpIn XtemSn, AhÄ BÀ¯ntbmsS hmbv¡pÅnem¡n, \m¡tIm­v enwKm{K¯n Nn{Xw hc¨p. ]ns¶ N¸n Du¼n Du¼n hen¨pIpSn¨p. ]ns¶ AhÄ aeÀ¶pInS¶p ImepIÄ c­pw AI¯nsh¨v B Nph¶ apgp¯ Ip® AhfpsS ]qdnsâ tXm«bnte¡v Ibänsh¨p. BªmªSn¡m³ ]dªp. lcntb«³ Acs¡«pbÀ¯n Ip® ]qdn\It¯¡pXmgv¯n. AXv ]vf¡v F¶ i_vZt¯msS AXnte¡v Ibdnt¸mbn. BªmªSn¡m³ XpS§n. AhcpsS Acs¡«pIÄ Iq«nbSn¡p¶ S]v…T¸v….S]v Qnw..F¶ i_vZw A´co£¯n apg§m³ XpS§n. tN¨n Fs´mcp `mKyhXnbmWv. Ictf Fsâ ]qdn\v BªSn¡q, Fsâ ]qdn\v BªSn¡qF¶v AhÄ t{]mÕmln¸n¡p¶p­mbncp¶p. F\n¡v AhtfmSv Ieiemb AkqbtXm¶n, Hcn¡Â lcntb«sâ Ip® Fsâ ]q¨n¡pÅnepw Rm³ tIän¡pw Abmfpambn amct¯m¬ ssewKnI_Ôw Rm³ \S¯pw F¶v {]XnÚsbSp¯p. At¸mtg¡pw Ip®bn \n¶pw shÅw ]qdnte¡p Noän.

Hcp Znhkw lcn sb {]]n¡m³ Xs¶ Rm³ Xocpam\n¨p. AbmÄ Zqsc\n¶v hcp¶Xp ImWpt¼mÄ Xs¶ Rm³ dqan s{UÊv amdp¶p­mbncp¶p. Rm³ jÍnbpw {_mbpw am{Xw [cn¨v dqan Im¯ncp¶p, tN¨n Hm^okn t]mbncn¡pIbmbncp¶p. lcn h¶]mSpw Fsâ dqw Xpd¶p, Fs¶ I­v Ah³ Xcn¨p\n¶pt]mbn. Fsâ lrZbanSn¸v IqSn sXm­ hcs­¦nepw Rm¬ IqkmsX \n¶p, Ah³ Fsâ apeIfnepw Acs¡«nepw BÀ¯ntbmsS t\m¡n\nev¡p¶Xv Rm³ I­p. Rm³ Fsâ Np­v sasà \\¨p, Ahsâ ]mâvkn Hcnf¡w A\p`hs¸«p. Rm³ DÅ ss[cyw kw`cn¨v £Wn¨p. Ah³ Fsâ ASp¯p hs¶ sI«n]nSn¨p. apeIÄ sR¡n Ii¡n, Np­n AaÀ¯n Npw_n¨p. A®m¡n Ahsâ \m¡v XÅn¡bÁn. F\n¡v Fs´¶nÃm¯ Bthi¯Ån¨bp­mbn. Rm³ Ahs\ ]camh[n sI«n]nSn¨p. ssIIÄ sIm­v Ip­nIÄ c­pw ]nSn¨v Ii¡n. jÍnbn ssIbn«v ]q¨n sR¡n. ]q¨nbn \n¶pw shÅw Dudnh¶p. Fsâ jÍn hen¨qcn. knev¡v tcmaw \ndª Fsâ ]q¨n Ah³ ImWpwt_mÄ F\n¡v \mWvw h¶p. bq BÀ kvamÀ«v skIv kn _}«n F¶v ]dªp ImepIÄ c­pw hen¨Iän t\cnb tcmaw \ndª Fsâ ]q¨nbn \m¡p sIm­v Nn{Xw hcbm³ XpS§n. lmbv ssZhta Fs´mcp kpJw Rms\{X `mKyhXnbmWv F¶p tXm¶n. Zqsc \n¶pw tN¨n hcp¶Xp I­t¸mÄ Ft¶mSv s{UÊv [cn¡m³ ]dªp. F\n¡v henb k¦Sw tXm¶n,

]ns¶mcp Znhkw hm \ns¶ Rm³ I¼#vbq«À ]Tn¸n¡mw F¶p ]dªv Iw_#vbq«dnâSpt¯¡p Iq«vs¡m­v t]mbn . F\n¡v Aht\mSv Imaw IqSn¡qSn h¶p. Rm³ lm^v ]mhmSbpw So jÀ«pw [cn¨v Ahsâ ASp¯ncp¶p. AXn\Sbn AbmÄ ap«psIm­v Fsâ ]q¨n¡v Ip¯n Rm\Xv icn¡pw BkzZn¨p. ]n¶oSv aqhnImWmw F¶p ]d ªv F\n¡v »p^nenw ImWn¨p X¶p. Rm³ BZyambn«mWv C¯cw ^nenw ImWp¶Xv. AXn ssN\okv kpµcnIfn ]qÀW\ábmbn ]pcpj\pambn ImaeoeIfnÂGÀs¸Sp¶p. ssN\¡mcsâ apgp¯ Ip® AhÄ hmbnen«q¼p¶v AhfpsS ]qdn Ah³ InÊv sN¿p¶p. ]pdn Bªmªv Ip® tIÁp¶p. A§s\ djy³ »q^nenw C´y³ »p^nenw IqSmsX Hcp s]®nsâ ]q¨nbn c­vt]À Ip®v IbÁp¶ ^nenw ImWn¨p X¶p. Fsâ ]q¨nbn \n¶pw shÅw [mc [mcbmbn HgpIn. Rm\pSs\ lcnsb sI«n]nSn¨p. Ah³ Fs¶ I«nen aeÀ¯n¡nS¯n Fsâ apIfn Ibdn¡nS¶p. Fsâ c­p Np­pIfpw Ahsâ hmípÅnem¡n. jÀ«n\p apIfneqsS Fsâ apeIÄ Ii¡n. ]mhmS hen¨p IbÁn ]q¨n tcma§Ä¡nSbneqsS hnctemSn¨p. ]mhmS hen¨qcn ImepIÄ c­pw ]nSn¨I¯n Fsâ ]q¨nbn Xs¶ BÀ¯ntbmsS t\m¡n\n¶p. ¹kv h¬ ÌpsUâmb Fsâ ]q¨nbn Idp¯tcma§Ä¡p ]Icw knev¡v ]qSIfmbncp¶p. AXhs\ atZm·¯\m¡n; ]q¨nbn aq¡aÀ¯n aW¸n¨p. F¶n«v \m¡p sIm­v ]q¨n \¡n. Fsâ icoc¯neqsS Imaw I¯n¡bdn. Hmtcm tcmahpw Fgp¶p \n¶v tcma©ap­mbn. Hmtcm tImi¯neqtSbpw sshZ|X kv]µ\§Ä Cc¨p ]mªp. Fsâ ]q¨n¡pÅntes¡ Ahsâ \m¡v Bgv¯n AXv Hcp NqSp XcwKw F¶nep­m¡n. F¶n \n¶pw ioev¡mc iÐap­mbn. F¶n cXn aqÀ¨bp­mbn. Akm[mcWamb ss[cyw IfnbmSn. tN«m ¹okv Ip®Xcq F¶v ]dªv AbmfpsS hkv {X§Ä ]dns¨dnªp, jÍn¡pÅn I¿n«v Ip® hen¨p ]pd¯n«p. AXv I¿nen«p Ii¡n. Np«p ]gp¯ Hcp ZvÞv t]mse I¿n Xmtemen¨p. Hcp Ip® BZyambn I¿n ]¨íp In«nbt¸mÄ kt´mjw sIm­v Rm³ XpÅn¨mSn. Ip® hmbnen«v Du¼n sFkv{Iow t]mse \pWªp. AXn \n¶pw tX³ XpÅnIÄ Hen¨nd§n. Rm³ B tX³ XpÅnIÄ \¡n¡pSn¨p,. AXn\ptijw tN«³ Fs¶ hmcn¸pWÀ¶v s_Un¡nS¯n AaÀ¯nbaÀ¯n Npw_n¨p. tN«m Zbhp sNbvXv Ip® Fsâ ]q¨nbn IbÁq F¶t]£n¨p. IbÁmw tamsf F¶p ]dªp Ah³ Ahsâ Ip®ív \ntcm[v [cn¨p. Rm³ KÀ`WnbmhmXncn¡m\mWv B d_À Dd Ip®bnev [cn¨Xv. Fsâ c­pImepIfpw {]amh[n AI¯n¸nSn¨v ]q¨nbnse IµpIsf N¸nhen¨p IpSn¨p F¶n« Ip® ]q¨nbnse tXm«bnte¡v XÅn¡bÁm³ {ian¨p. I¶n¸q¨nbmbXp sIm­v BZysam¶pw ¹¡v F¶ iÐt¯msS IbdoÃ. Aåt\cs¯ ]cn{ia¯n\p tijw Ip®bvsS ]IpXn `mKw Ibdn. F\n¡t¸mÄ Hcp sNdnb thZ\b\p`hs¸«p. B thZ\ Hcp kpJambnt¯m¶n. B thZ\ Fs¶ ]cam\µ¯ntes¡¯n¨p. Rm³ Bªp sh«m³ ]dªp. Ah³ Acs¡«p sIm­v Fsâ ]q¨nbn BªSn¨p. Rm³ ]cam\µ¯nemdmSn Rms\s´mcp `mKyhXnbm ssZhta F¶p BÀ¯phnfn¨p. AcaWn¡qÀ t\cw Ahsâ Ip® Fsâ ]q¨nbn Hcp ]n̬t]mse IbdpIbpw Cd§pIbpw sNbvXp. tN«sâ Ip®bn \n¶pw ]mÂ\nemshmgpIn. Hcp kpKÔw ]c¶p. ip¢¯nsâ kpKÔw F¶n BthiapWÀ¯n. amct¯m¬ ssewKnI _Ô¯n\p tijw R§Ä H¶pw Adnbm¯Xpt]mse hkv {Xw [cn¨p ]pdt¯¡pt]mbn

. s]s«¶v A\nX kpcX eb\¯n \n¶pw DWÀ¶p. _kv kmam\yw thK¯nemWv HmSp¶Xv. FÃm bm{X¡mcpw \à Dd¡¯nemWv. ap³ koänencn¡p¶ sN¡³ At¸mgpw asämcp \áNn{Xw BkzZn¡pIbmWv. _Ên \à XWp¸p­v. Rm³ sasà Fgpt¶Áp B sN¡s\ sXm«p hnfn¨p. Ah³ Xncnªpt\m¡n. Ft¶¡­v Ah³ hÃmsX kt´mjn¨p. tXSnb hÅn Imen NpÁnb a«v. Rms\sâ Iym_n\nte¡p £Wn¨p.

Ah³ hfsc kt´mjt¯msS Fs¶ A\pKan¨p. kabw cm{Xn ]Xns\m¶v aWnIgnªp. lmbv t\cw ]pecpw hsc Ch\pambn Ima eoebnteÀs¸Smw F¶p IcpXnbt¸mÄ F¶n AXncnÃm¯ Imamthiap­mbn. `mKyw bm{X¡mscÃmw \à Dd¡¯nemWv. R§Ä c­pt]cpw Im_n\n Ibdn tUmÀ IÀ«³ _Ôn¨p.

R§Ä ]ckv]cw ]cnNbs¸«p.

t]cv jm\hmkv

F´psN¿p¶p. ;; F«mw ¢mknÂ]Tp¡p¶p.

ss\kv... FhntS¡v t]mIp¶p. _mw¥qcn amabpsS ASpt¯¡v

HsI tN¨nbpsS t]cv A\nX

F´psN¿p¶p. F©n\nbdnwKn\p ]Tn¡p¶p

H³]Xp ¢mÊpImc\msW¦nepw Ahsâ I®n t\m¡pt¼mÄ F¶n Hcp Cf¡ap­mbn

Ahsâ an\pan\p¯ apSnIÄ hr¯nbmbn hp«nbpXp¡nsh¨ncn¡p¶p. aq¡n\p Xms#bpÅ t]mSnaoibpw Nph¶pXpSp¯ Np­pIfn IfnbmSp¶ IŨncnbpw GXps]®nt\bpw hioIcn¡m³ t]mIp¶XmWv.

hneIqSnb tIm«¬ hkv{X§fmWv Ah³ [cn¨Xv. Cd¡w Ipdª jÀ«v s_«nsâ tXm«papIfn ]d¶pIfn¡p¶p. \m`n¡p tXm«pXmsgbmb#n ]mâokv t]mepÅ jÍnbpsS ]IpXnbpw ImWmw.AXn\I¯pÅ apgp¯ ev#wKw ImWm³ Fsâ a\Êv sh¼ÂsIms#m­p. Ahsâ ImImÀ¯vamb I®pIÄ Fs¶ kvIm³ sNbvXp sIm­ncn¡bmbncp¶p. F\n¡v A`napJambncn¡p¶ Ah³ Fsâ So jÀ«n\pÅneqsS Fsâ apeIsf Xs¶ t\m¡nbncn¡pIbmWv. Rm³ Ahsâ ssI]nSn¨v ssIshÅbn Nq­v hncÂsIm­v hcªp. AXv Ahs\ hnImc hnPrw`nX\m¡n. Ah\v Fsâ ssIIÄ c­pw apdpsI]nSn¨p. sI«nhcnªv Fs¶ Npw_n¡m\mbn apt¶m«mªp. Np­pIÄ \\¨v Rm\hs\ kzmKXw sNbvXp. £Wt\cw sIm­v Fsâ Np­pIÄ Ah³ hmbvIIpÅnem¡n \pWªp.Fsâ \m¡pIÄ hens¨Sp¯v hmbv¡pÅnem¡n Du¼n. Ahsâ ssIIÄ Fsâ icoc¯neqsS Ft´m sXscbp¶p­mbncp¶p. Fsâ So jÀ«n\papIfneqsS Fsâ kv X\§sf XgpIns¡m­ncp¶p. Hcp tlm¬t]mse AXv sR¡ns¡m­ncp¶p. hni¶p heª ISphív Ccsb¶t]mse Ahs\s¶ \¶mbn s]cpamdn. Rm\Xv icn¡pw BkzZn¨p. Ahsâ heXp ssI sIm­v Fsâ lm^v ]mhmS sasà DbÀ¯p¶p­mbncp¶p. Ahsâ ssIIÄ \áamb Fsâ XpSIfneqsS Cgªv apIfntem«v Ibdn. Fsâ ]mâokv hnc sIm­v Xmgv¯n jÍn¡pÅnte¡v ssIIÄ {]thin¸n¡m³ {ian¨p. Rm\Xm{Klns¨¦nepw Ahsâ ssI XSªp.

sIm¨pIÅm \o Bfv sImÅmatÃm?

Cs¸m C{Xbpw aXn. F¶p ]dªv Rm\hs\ ]n´ncn¸n¨p. Ahsâ Bthiw H«pw sI«S§nbnà Fs¶\n¡p a\Ênembn.

Np­pIÄ thÀs]Sp¯n Im_nsâ c­phi¯mbn A`napJambn Ccp¶p. ImepIÄ c­pw \o«nsh¨v Aåw AI¯n Rm\ncp¶p. Ahsâ Ima¡®pIÄ Fsâ ]mhmSípÅnte¡v Bgv¶v t\m¡ns¡m­ncp¶p. F¶neXv h³ Bthiap­m¡n;

Dw F´mS F§s\ t\m¡p¶Xv?

Ahsâ sXm­ hc­p.

Dw ]dsbSm s]mt¶

av av.. F\n¡v tN¨nbpsS..

Dw ]dtªm F´v thtWepw Fsâ s]m¶n\v Rm³ Xcmw tNmZn¡q.

F\n¡v tN¨nbpsS hssP\ ImWWw

hssP\tbm AsX´msWS?

tN¨nbpsS ]pkn ImWWw

\obmcm Cw¥ojpImct\m? aebmf¯n ]dsbSm?

F\n¡v tN¨nbpsS tbm\n ImWWw

Fsâ s]m¶p kmlnXyImcm F\n¡v \mS³ `mjaXn F\n¡v AXmCjSw

tN¨nbpsS ]q...¨n thWw

shcn ss\kv icn¡pw ]d

]q¨n ]q¨n

lmbv F´p ckam Fsâ s]m¶nsâ hmbn \n¶v AXp tIÄ¡m³

F´n\m \n\¡v AXv?

H¶p I­ncn¡m³

I­ncp¶m am{Xw aXntbm?

t]mcm AhnsSsbm¶v InÊv sN¿Ww

F¶n«v

AXnse Zf§sf H¶v C¡nfns¸Sp¯m³

anSp¡³ ]ns¶´p sN¿pw

Np­pIÄ sIm­v \pWbm³

F´ns\ \pWbm\m N¡sc

tN¨nbpsS IµpIsf

lm bv s]mt¶ F¶n kÃm] kpJw Hcp koev¡mcap­m¡n.

Hm sI \o tNmZn¨ km[\w Rm³ Xcmw AXn\p ap¼v \o \nsâ jÍnbqcn F\n¡p Xcq.

Ahsâ apJ¯v Hcp \mWw IfnbmSn.

BZyw jq DuscSm s]mt¶

Ah³ jq c­pw Ducn. AXn \n\\v hneIqSnb ]À^yqansâ kpKÔw ]c¶p. Ahsâ hkv{X§sfÃmw hfsc ap´nbXmbncp¶p.

Ah³ s_« eqkm¡n ]mâkv Xmgv¯n. AXv DucnsbSp¡m³ Rm³ klmbn¨p. Ct¸mÄ Ahsâ Acbn jÍn am{XtabpÅq. AXv Ducm³ Ah\v Aev]w PmfyXbp­mbn.

DucSm tXt\…

Ah\Xqcn¯¶p.

Ahsâ apgp¯ D±cn¨ enwKw shfnbn¨mSn.

AsX\n¡ ]¨¡v hngp§m³ tXm¶n. F³Inepw \nb{´n¨p.

Ahsâ P«n ssI shÅbn sh¨v apJ¯aÀ¯n ZoÀLambn aW¸n¨p. Ahsâ ASnhkv{X¯n\v \\hv D­mbncp¶p. AXnsâ amZI KÔ#w Fs¶ atZm·¯bm¡n. Ahsâ XpSIÄ¡nSbn Fgp¶p \nev¡p¶ enwKw Fsâ kncIfn AebSnIfp­m¡n.

Ahsâ enwK¯n\pNpÁpapÅ t\cnb tcma§fpw Nph¶ hrjW§fpw F¶n tImcn¯cn¸p­m¡n. Ahsâ \á icocw Bthmfw BkzZn¨p. _kv Ct¸mfv Hgnª {]tZi§fneqsSbmWv bm{X sN¿p¶Xv. bm{X¡mscÃmw \à Dd¡¯nemWv. ]pd¯p\n¶pw IpfnÀ¡mÁv AIt¯¡v Acn¨nd§n.

Ah\nt¸mgpw Fsâ lm^v ]mhmSípÅnte¡v DÁpt\m¡ns¡m­ncn¡bmWv. Fsâ tbm\nbneqsS shÅw [mc [mcbmbn HgpIn. Fsâ jÍn \¶mbn \\ªp.

lmbv s]ms¶ F\n¡p h¿ \n\¡v thtWm?

B thWw ¹okv

F¦n \o FSpt¯mfq.

Ah³ apt¶m«v h¶p Fsâ ]mhmS apIfntem«pbÀ¯n. ]mâokv hen¨qcn.

Rms\sâ Imev apIfntem«pbÀ¯n ]cvamh[nbI¯n

CcsbIn«nb knwls¯t]mse Ah³ Fsâ ]q¨nbnte¡v apJaaÀ¯n. tcma§fn AXniànbmbn Dc¨p.

cXnbpsS At§bÁvt¯¡v Fs¶ F¯n¨p. cXnkpJ Beky¯n Rm³ kÀh ssZh§tfbpw kv XpXn¨p. \m¡pIÄ sIm­v Ah³ ]q¨nbn Nn{Xw hc¨p. tbm\o Zf§fn Np­pIÄ AaÀXn D½ sh¨s¸mÄ F¶n lmhq F¶v ioev¡mc iÐap­mbn. Hcp ]mSv t\cs¯ hZ\kpcX{Inbbv ¡p tijw Ah³ \m¡v ]q¨nbpsS Bg§fnte¡v Xmgv¯n At§m«pant§m«pw Nen¸n¨p. Bg§fnseshsStbm ap«nbt¸mÄ cXnkpJ¯nsâ kzÀKcmPyt¯¡v IS¶amXncn tXm¶n.

XpSÀ¶v Rm³ Ahsâ Ip®bn IS¶p ]nSn¨v Xmtemen¨p. Ip® hmbnen«v Du¼m³ XpS§n. AXniàambn Bªmªv Du¼m³ XpS§nbt¸mÄ Ah\n \n¶v ioev¡mc iÐap­mbn.

tams\ Ip«m \nsâ Ip® Fsâ ]q¨nbnte¡p tIsÁSm

tIÁmw Fsâ s]m¶p tN¨n; F¶p ]dªv ¹Iv F¶ iÐt¯msS Fsâ ]q¨nbnte¡v IS¯n. CXphsc A\p`hn¡m¯ Hcp ssewKnI kpJw At¸msf\n¡p­mbn.

Rm\hs\ hcnªpapdpIn sI«n¸nSn¨p. Ah³ At¸mtg¡pw Fsâ So jÀ«v Agns¨Sp¯p.

Fsâ apeIsf Ah³ ]qÀ®ambpw kzX{´am¡n. apeIsf CcpIc§Äs¡m­pw XgpIm³ XpS§n. apesR«v hncepIÄ sIm­v sXcp¯p]nSn¨p. Np­pIÄ¡nSbnepw ]ÃpIÄ¡nSbnepan«v t`mKn¨p. Np­pIfn Bªp Npw_n¨p.Fsâ s\©nse amwk tKmf§Ä ssIshÅIÄ¡pÅnen«v Ii¡n. AtXmsSm¸w Ahsâ Acs¡«pIÄ Fsâ CSp¸nte¡v Bªmªp XÅn. Ahsâ Ip® Fsâ IµpIÄ Xpf¨psIm­v Bgv¶nd§n. Rm³ ]caerkpJ¯nsâ ]cam\µ elcnbnemdmSn.

FSm Ip«m \m Bfv anSp¡\m tIt«mb

\nsâ km[\w Zcp kzbw_\m#m…..

\n\¡v icn¡v kpJn¸n¡m\dnbmatÃmSm

\n\¡v ImapInbpt­m s]mt¶…

B D­v ..

F´mWm `mKyhXnbpsS t]cv

Bco^tamÄ

Hm sN¡\v t]cv ]dbp³t_mÄ Hen¡p¶p.

Bs«, \o Ahsf ^¡v sN¿mdpt­m?

\o F{X {]mhiyw Ahfpambn _\v[¸n«n«p­v

FhnsS shs¨ms¡bmW ^¡v sNbvXXv

Imdn sh¨v, s_{Uqan sh¨v, cm{Xnbn Ip¶n³]pd¯p sh¨v,

AhÄ kpµcnbmtWm

TN¨ntb t]mse kpµcnbm

Ss\kv

Fs¶ BªmRvRp ^¡v sN¿Sm

Ah³ Ip®tIm­v AhfpsS ]q¨nbn BªpIp¯n. Aev] kab¯n\p tijw Ip®bn \n¶pw shÅw AhfpsS ]q¨nbnte¡p N#oän. Ahsâ ip¢w AhÄ IpSn¨p.

c­pt]cpw \¶mbn £oWn¨p. GItZiw t\cw shfp¡m\mbn. IÀ«³ DbÀ¯n Im_n\p shfnbnte¡v t\m¡nbt¸mÄ bm{X¡mscÃmw \à Dd¡¯nembncp¶p. R§Ä c­pt]cpw \à {XnÃnepw R§Ä c­pt]cpw ]qÀW\ácmsW¦nepw R§Ä¡åw t]mepw \mWtam \ncmitbm tXm¶nbnÃ. bm{Xbnep­mb Cu kpc`ne \nanj HmÀabv ¡mbn R§Ä jÍnIÄ ]ckv]cw ssIamdn. s{UÊv [cn¨v R§Ä Aåw KmVambn sI«n¸nSn¨v InS¶p. _kv Hcp tlm«en\p ap¼n \nÀ¯nbt¸mÄ Cd§n Nmb IpSn¡m\mbn ]pds¸«p. Rm³ jÍnbn«nÃmbncp¶p. Fsâ ]q¨n tcma§Ä Ahsâ {ZmhIw sIm­v H«n¸nSn¡p¶Xmbn F\n¡v tXm¶n, Rm\Xht\mSv ]dªp. R§Ä c­pt]cpw Nncn¨p sIm­v NmbIgn¨p. Rms\mcp alm`KyhXnbmbn F\n¡ptXm¶n.

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(ASp¯ e¡¯n Bco^bpw jm\hmkpw)

Bco^ jm\hmknsâ Abev¡mcnbmbn h¶XmWv. {]Ya ep¡n Xs¶ Bco^¡v jm\hmknt\mSv Imaw P\n¨p. Xncn¨v jm\hmkn\pw.

Bco^ kpµcnbmWv, hfsc kvamÀ«mWv, X¶nã¡mcnbmWv.

lnµn kn\nabmWv IqSpXenãw. C{am³ lmivanbptSbpw aÃnIm jdh¯nsâbpw ImaeoeIsf{X I­mepw AhÄ¡v aXnbmImdnÃ. CâvÀs\Án tlm«vskIvkv .tImw Ahsf¶pw tkÀ¨v sN¿pw, ]pXnb ]pXnb ImatIfnIÄ AhÄ A]vtUÁv sN¿pw. CsXms¡ {]mÎokv sN¿m³ AhÄ¡v Hcp sN¡³ AXymhiyamWv. AXn\mbn AhÄ Is­¯nbXv jm\hmknt\bmWv.

BWXzw Xpfp¼p¶ imcocnI `mjbneqsS clky§Ä kq£n¡m³ sIåpÅ hyànbmsW¶p AhÄ a\Ênem¡n.

CXphsc Hcp B¬enwKw AhÄ I­nsænepw jm\hmkntâsX¦nepw ImWm³ AhÄ hfsc sImXn¨p. AXns\ a\kn Xmtemen¨p \S¶p. kz]v\§Ä I­p.

Bco^ _mly cq]¯n Hcp km[mcW¡mcnbmsW¦nepw DÅn Akm[mcWamb Imamán kv^penwK§fmWv.

Ip«pImÀ¡pw \m«pImÀ¡pw AhtfmSv {]tXyI dkvs]Îmbncp¶p. AhÄ hfsc am\yambn FÃmhtemSpw CSs]Spw AXp sIm­v AhÄ¡v i{Xp¡fmcpw Xs¶bp­mbncp¶nÃ, B¬Ip«nIÄ¡v Ahsfmcp In«m¡\nbmbncp¶p. GXv B¬Xcn¡pw Ahsfsbm¶v t`mKn¡m³tXm¶pw tjmÀ«]v [cn¨ncp¶m AhfpsS luknwKn\v {]tXyI BIÀjWXbmWv. Nph¶ Np­pIfn BÀ¡pw H¶v AaÀ¯nNpw_n¡m³ tXm¶pw. AhfpsS ap\v`mKs¯ Acs¡«n\vsd Ne\w Bcnepw Imaw Z\n¸n¡pw.

Bcn^ kz³Xw icocs¯¡pdn¨v F¶pw {i²mephmWv. Ipfn¡p¶ Ahkc¯n ]qÀW\ábmbn I®mSn¡pap³]n Gsdt\cw \n¶v BkzZn¡p¶Xv Hcp ckamW. Xsâ s\©n HXp§n \nev¡p¶ apeIfpw sNdn¸gw t]mepÅ ape sM«pIfpw kpµcamb hbdpw t\À¯tcma§fm Xn§n\ndª clky`mK§fpw Ahfn A`na\w P\n¸n¨p.

BZyambn j\hmkns\ ]cnNbs¸Sp¶ Ahkc¯n AhÄ Ahsâ samss_ \¼dpw C-abn A{UÊpw hm§n. AXn skIv knsâ NphbpÅ I¯pIfpw Nn{X§fpw AhÄ Ah\b¨psImSp¯p. C¯cw \o¡§Ä Ah\v Ahfpambn IqSpX ASp¡p¶Xn\v ImcWambn. ]n¶oSv samss_eneqsS skIv kv hÀ¯am\§Ä am{Xw ]dªp AhÀ ckn¨p.

Hcnbv ¡Â Bco^ jm\hmkns\ t^mWn hnfn¨p

jm\q F\n¡v \nsâ Nqcpw NqSpw AdnbWw

AXn\v F´pthWw tamtf

F\n¡v \obpambn _Ôs¸SWw

F´p _Ôw?

AXp \n\¡dnbntÃ?

^¡v?

sbkv

AXns\hnsSbm kuIcyw?

\nsâ s_{UqanÂ

\o hcptam?

XoÀ¨bmbpw Rm³ hcpw

]t£ \o Dd[cn¡Ww?

Bco^ AXv Rms\§s\ kwLSn¸n¡pw

kwLSn¸nt¨ ]Áq tams\ Asæn Rm³ sXmSm³ XcnÃm

Aco^msâ Hm^À tI«t¸mÄXs¶ Ah\n hÃm¯ DuÀP{]hmlap­mbn.

F´p h¶mepw AXp kwLSn¸nt¨ aXnbmhq. Ah³ hfsc Zqsct]mbn Hcp ]m¡v tIm­w hm§n¨p Ahsâ dqan kpcIv jnXambn sh¨p.

BcpanÃm¯ Hcp ]I Zn\w AhÄ Ah\psS AXpt¯¡v t]mbn.

jm\hmknsâ sXm­ hc­p. kwkmc¯n Hcp hndbÂ

AhÄ¡v bmsXmcp IqkepanÃmbncp¶p.

F´m jm\q \ÀhkmIp¶Xv?

Gbv H¶panÃ

Bco^ \ns¶ ImWpt¼msf\n¡v sI«n¸nSn¡m³ tXm¶p¶p.

F\n¡pw

Ah³ Ahsf sI«n¸nSn¨p

AhÄ Ahs\ KmVambn sI«n¸nSn¨p. Fsâ s]mt¶ sF ehv bq

Ah³ BZyambmWv Hcp s]®nsâ NqSdnbp¶Xv..

AhfpsS apeIÄ Ahsâ s\©neaÀ¶Xv Ah\mkzZn¨p. AhfpsS Acs¡«v Ahsâ Acs¡«n ]camh[nbaÀ¯n. AXv Ahfn cXnkpJap­m¡n. AhcpsS icoc¯neqsS Hcp h³ DuÀP{]hmlap­mbn. Ahsâ ssIIÄ AhfpsS icoc¯neqsS ]cXn\S¶p. Ahsâ c­p ssIIfpw AhfpsS Ip­nIsf Ii¡m³ XpS§n. Ahfn Hcmthi Xncbnf¡w D­mbn. AhÄ Ahsâ Np­n KmVKmVw Npw_n¨p. Np­pIÄ Iptdt\cw X½nepcªp. Dan\oÀ ]ckv]cw ]m\w sNbvXp. Dan\ocnsâ KÔw Ahcn Imamán Pzen¸n¨p.

Ahsâ ssIIÄ AhfpsS Ip­nIfn \n¶pw AhfpsS s\ªnte¡v Ibdm³ XpS§n. BZysams¡ AXhÄ XSª¦nepw Ahkm\w Iogvs]«p. ssIIÄ tSm]n\p apIfneqsS apeIsf XgpIm³XpS§n. Ahfn hÃms¯mcn¡nfnbp­m¡n. Ima Zmlw aq¯ c­pt]cpw ]ckv]cw ISn¨p Iodm³XpS§n.

AhÄ tSm]gn¨p Ahs\ klmbn¨p. Ah³ AhfpsS {_mbnepw hbdnepw Iptdt\cw t\m¡n BkzZn¨p. Aht\mSv jÀ«pw ]mâvkpw Agn¡m³ AhÄ ]dªp. Ah³ jÍn am{Xw [cn¨v AhfpsS ap\v]n \n¶p. AhÄ Iptdt\cahsâ Acs¡«v \nco£n¨p. AhfpsS ASnhkv {Xw \\ªp.

AhÄ Ahsâ jÍn¡pÅn I¿n«p Ip®bn ]nSn¯an«p. Ip® hen¨p ]pd¯n«p. Xmtemen¡m³ XpS§n. AXn ap¯an«p. hmbnen«v Du¼m³ XpS§n. Iptdt\cs¯ Du¼en\p tijw Ah³ AhfpsS ]âvkpw jÍnbpw henNqcn. AhfpsS \áamb ]q¨nbn apJaaÀ¯n Np¼n¡m³ XpS§n. Ima{`´paq¯ AhÄ Xsâ {_mbpw aÁpw Ducn apeIÄ XgpIm³ XpS§n. ]q¨nbn Ah³ Aªmªp Np¼n¡m³ XpS§n.

\m¡pIÄ AhfpsS ]q¨nbpsS AKm[§fnte¡v k©cn¨p. IµpIÄ Nh¨c¨p.

Bco^ Ip®IbÁm³ At]£n¨p. Ah³ \ntcm[v [cn¨v Ip®v AhfpsS ]q¨nbntes¡ IbÁm³ {ian¨p. AhÄ ImepIÄ AI¯n ]camh[n Acs¡«v XÅns¡mSp¯p. ]s£ Ip® Ipd¨p am{Xta IbcnbpÅq. Ipsd t\cs¯ ]cn{ia¯n\p tijw Akw]qÀ®amb ssewKnI _Ô¯n\p tijw AhÀ thÀs¸«p. Ahcn emhm {]hmlap­mbnÃ.